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Orange turned Red. Pfft.


If you remembered what I said about my other blog post the other day that I’m gonna change my hair color, right?

It’s suppose to be Orange… but since I didn’t bleach my hair, it turned out red.


So, this is me. Haha.

It turned out alright. I love it actually.

But I’m trying to make it blonde… then grey. until I make it as grey and green.

I just hope that my target goal will come true. I never had a different color, other than red and violet. Haha.

Let’s go and let’s do something crazy!

always the Odd one,


Posted in Some Odd Thinking


I’m tired right now. I need to rest from work. I’m not able to have my exercises for 2 days. I’m sorry. I swear I’ll continue it tomorrow. 

I’m watching the walking dead right now. I really love this series. I don’t like some of the characters but I like some of them. Especially Daryll. Even though he’s not one of the original characters. He’s so cool. Haha. And I love Glenn and Maggie. 

Still watching it. Can’t get enough of it. And by the way, I hate Lorie. Sorry Lorie’s fans, no offense. 

Well, as I’m watching it, I’ve been thinking about liking to have my hair colored like this…

This is what I’m planning to do tomorrow. I just hope it will become like this. If not, well, goodluck. Haha. 

These are the only thoughts that I wanna have instead of the negative things that’s been running through my mind lately. I’m angry, panicking, and getting impatient. Anyhow, I just have to suck it up and be brave. 

Till then. 

always the Odd one,


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If you don’t love something,

it won’t love you back.

I don’t want to complain but I’m about to. I don’t love my job. Every job that I’ve been with, I just don’t like them. I can’t see how this would work out for me.

I’m not good in accounting. I’m not good with numbers. And now I know why it’s so important to love something and you’ll be good for it. I don’t have any motivations to go to work, except for my family because I need money to pay the bills. But it’s getting harder and harder to get up every time it’s time to wake up and go back to work.

This is the most heaviest feeling that I have encountered because in the first place, I’m not enjoying it. Second, I don’t want to take in calls anymore. I feel so stupid. I’m not fluent in english and I can’t stand talking to people that long on the phone. I can’t really help them especially when it comes to the accounting part.

It’s kind of frustrating and I hate it. I don’t have a choice. Somehow if i’m going to checl a different job, it must be a non-voice support. No to calls. NO.

I love the people around me. I like hanging out with them. But the account it self, I’m not for this.

Sigh. Screw it.


always the Odd one,